Beginning the Journey, Part II: Further Explorations

In the first part of this two-part post, I described the beginning of my journey to a new career in terms of three stages: initial wayfinding, orientation in the business world, and finally, further explorations to try to find my place within it. This post addresses those further explorations. As in the earlier post, my intention here is not to present a “how-to guide” for a process I’ve yet to complete, but rather to fill in a few gaps in my own story and to share some approaches and resources that could be helpful to others making a similar transition.

3. Further Explorations

I landed in programming after re-connecting to realms of art, science, and mathematics that I had mostly neglected in recent years due to the demands of professional specialization. I had spent at least five years delving deeper and deeper into specific realms of human experience and historical knowledge, and now, for the first time in a long time, I had the mental space to venture beneath the surface of new areas of knowledge. The experience was, and continues to be, one of both exhilarating discovery and an almost overwhelming, ever-deeper awareness of the extent of my own ignorance. For me, this process of discovery has been both spiritual and scientific, personal and professional. In this post, I want to address the more professional side of things.

I’ve spent the most time studying within the fields of design, systems and network theory, mathematics, and, of course, programming. In many ways, there were easy natural bridges from my interests and work as a humanist to these other areas. Having studied premodern image theories and practices, and having worked with patterns of information access and organization through medieval manuscripts, I was quickly drawn to modern design as a language for information organization and communication. Having closely considered a variety of human systems, networks, and institutions in my work as a historian, I was especially interested to learn more about the interdisciplinary fields of systems, networks, and complexity. I was initially drawn to programming for many of the reasons I’ve previously described, and that interest, combined with the mathematical models I encountered in my reading in the natural and social sciences, incited me towards a renewed study of mathematics, which I plan to describe in a future post.

In the context of these and other studies, I also devoted time to thinking about thinking itself, and the techniques, patterns, and concepts that I apply in reasoning. I’ve deliberately sought to expand my conceptual vocabulary and abstract and clarify the processes that I use, in order to make them more easily and immediately transferable to other contexts. The many times that I have already been able to reapply elements from my earlier liberal arts education leads me to trust that this renewed expansion will pay future dividends, even if it has come at the immediate cost of some time and resources that I could have focused on more specific new skills.

Ultimately, this process of exploration and reflection led me to seek to develop new specific skills in programming. I’ve described this larger process here for two main reasons. First, I wanted to offer something to other current or former students and teachers in the humanities interested in making a career change. I wouldn’t consider this post a blueprint, but I hope it might serve as encouragement or a source of ideas for other transitions. Second, I wanted to further communicate something of the complexity of my own journey towards programming. I don’t want to give the impression that this was obvious or hasty, or that I simply fell into it. On the contrary, it has been quite a deliberative process, and the deliberation and exploration are part of my story.

The following is a short selection of some recommended resources drawn from my explorations. I provide ISBNs rather than full citation info to conserve space.

Design:

  • Hack Design: Design lessons for programmer, curated by top designers, http://hackdesign.org/.
  • Rebecca Hagen and Kim Golombisky, White Space is Not Your Enemy, 2nd ed., ISBN: 978-0240824147.
  • William Lidwell, Kritina Holden, and Jill Butler, Universal Principles of Design, Revised and Updated,  ISBN: 978-1592535873.
  • Ellen Lupton and Jennifer Cole Phillips, Graphic Design: The New Basics, ISBN: 978-1568987705.
  • Ellen Lupton, Thinking with Type, 2nd revised and expanded edition: A Critical Guide for Designers, Writers, Editors, & Students, ISBN:  978-1568989693.
  • Donald A. Norman, The Design of Everyday Things, ISBN: 978-0465067107.

From the Sciences: Systems, Networks, Complexity:

  • Albert-László Barabási, Linked: The New Science of Networks, ISBN: 978-0452284395.
  • Donella H. Meadows, Thinking in Systems: A Primer, ISBN: 978-1603580557.
  • Melanie Mitchell, Compexity: A Guided Tour,  ISBN: 978-0199798100.
  • Santa Fe Institute Bulletin, http://www.santafe.edu/research/publications/sfi-bulletin/

Thought Processes and Strategies:

  • Edward B. Burger and Michael Starbird, The 5 Elements of Effective Thinking, ISBN: 978-0691156668.
  • John Mason, with Leone Burton and Kaye Stacey, Thinking Mathematically, Revised Edition (1985),  ISBN: 0201102382.

Beginning the Journey, Part I: Wayfinding and Orientation

Polynesian navigation device
Photo of a Polynesian navigation device showing directions of winds, waves and islands. Credit: S. Percy Smith (http://www.nzetc.org) [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.
 In my first few posts, I focused on the tasks of introducing myself and my career change in progress. Last time, I wrote about why I’ve chosen to learn software development in particular, and I’ll be writing much more about the specifics of that process in the near future, but before I do, I want to pause to fill in a few gaps.

The move towards programming was itself an outcome of a prior process of wayfinding that has a place on this blog as an earlier part of my journey.[1] Since I hope the blog will act in part as a resource for others considering or making a similar career transition, it seems inappropriate to elide either my earlier career explorations or foundations in programming in order to slide ahead to my current projects. While I won’t presume to present a “how-to guide” for a process I’ve yet to complete, I would like to share part of my own story and some resources that I’ve found particularly useful in the hopes that they might prove helpful to others. In this two-part post on “Beginning the Journey,” I want to return to the earliest parts of my re-focusing and re-training.

In hindsight, I can abstract the start of my own emigration from academe into three key stages. First, I acquired information about the journey and its possibilities. Next, I learned more about the landscapes and cultures of the business world I hope to join. Finally, I began to find a place for myself within it. This post addresses the first two stages. The next post treats the third.

1. Wayfinding for the Journey

I knew that I was serious about leaving academe and finding a new career well before I had a clear idea of how I would do that.  At the very beginning, it was critical for me to gain a working understanding of the overall shape of the journey ahead. I did this primarily in private and through books.

The idealized career trajectory from graduate student to professor can be so clear as to be overdetermined, even if the actual process itself is rarely smooth or direct. For me–and, I imagine, many others in a similar position–the comparative openness and multiplicity of paths to employment outside higher education was initially quite disorienting. Traveling these alternative paths can feel more like informal, adaptive wayfinding rather than the precise navigation to which many in academe are accustomed. Luckily, although these paths cross over relatively uncharted territory, they are far from untraveled or unmarked, and helpful navigational tools are available.

At this stage, I found two guides to be particularly useful. Both “So What Are You Going to Do with That?”: Finding Careers Outside Academia, by Susan Basella and Maggie Debelius (ISBN: 978-0226038827) and Life After Grad School: Getting From A to B, by Jerald M. Jellison (ISBN: 978-0199734306) lay out a general map and strategies for the type of career change I am attempting. I highly recommend both books to anyone considering a similar transition. The importance of a basic outline map can hardly be overstated. Having these maps helped me to confirm that I wanted to commit to this journey and to know where to start.

2. Orientation in the Landscape

Once I had a sense of the journey to be undertaken, I needed to learn more about the landscape and people of the business world in order to start imagining what my place could be within it. I did this through personal conversations and business books, periodicals, and websites.

For me–and again, I imagine for many others in similar positions–this step was easier than the first, if only because of the relatively greater accessibility and openness of others with immediately relevant personal experience. The personal and professional difficulty of speaking openly with current and former academic coworkers about the process of pursuing an alternative career can be quite considerable, and even prohibitively intimidating.[2] In the very early stages of the process, it was, quite frankly, far more comfortable for me to seek guidance in books and online than in person. In contrast, once I moved on to exploring the business world, I quickly found that I already knew family members, friends, and acquaintances quite familiar with this world and quite happy to assist with career information and advice, just as the “maps” I recommend frequently reminded me. In short, I talked to the people I already knew, and asked new kinds of questions when I met others. This was tremendously helpful in pointing me towards possibilities for a new career.

In terms of reading material, I found Josh’s Kaufman’s Personal MBA book and website to be especially helpful as an overview of fundamental concepts and practices in modern business.[3] I have also benefited from following up on his introduction by reading several of his book recommendations on topics that particularly interested me.[4] In addition, I simply started reading more websites and periodicals addressing different sectors of the economy.

The main objective for me at this stage was simply to learn about the possibilities with an open mind and identify areas for closer exploration. For me, these further explorations eventually led to settling around programming and software development. If you find yourself in a similar situation and take a similar path, you might end up somewhere quite different. I actually see that as a strength of this approach. In my opinion, the important thing is to know that a career change is possible, and there are resources to help. My intention here is simply to help point the way.

Continued in Beginning the Journey, Pt. II

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Notes:

1. To anticipate a possible objection, I am using “wayfinding” in this post in a more general sense, rather than according to its stricter definition in environmental design. And yes, I first noticed the illustration for this piece on Wikipedia in the process of searching “wayfinding” to confirm my recollection of the concept.

2. Which is not to say that it shouldn’t be done. On the contrary, I think these are vitally important discussions to have when you feel ready, and I am unequivocally glad that I did.

3. Josh Kaufman, The Personal MBA: Master the Art of Business (ISBN: 978-1591845577), and online at http://personalmba.com/.

4. Kaufman’s online list of recommendations and reviews is located at http://personalmba.com/best-business-books/.

Why software?

So why does a humanist leave the university and start learning to read and write software?

Good question. I think I can best address it as a system of related questions. [1] This post offers an initial answer to one part of that system: why, out of all the possible choices, am I choosing to learn the art of programming? The short, “tl;dr” answer[2] is that this particular humanist is intellectually excited by the craftsmanship and challenge of software development, and blessed with the support of friends and access to resources to help turn that intellectual excitement into a practical career reality.

I imagine that most–if not all–doctoral students and their professors have seriously considered leaving academe at one point or another. Once a person reaches this point, zie usually has increasingly clear ideas about why zie would leave, but faces further questions about how zie would do that, and what zie would do next.[3] In my opinion, a reasoned consideration of why a person might stay or move on depends on a relative calculation of personal goals and priorities, an operation which is necessarily idiosyncratic and resistant to generalization. I want to focus instead on the questions of how I am making a transition and what I am choosing to learn next. I hope that the posts and pages of this blog, when considered as a whole, will grow to become a reasonable answer to the how of a career change from academe, at least as it applies to one person. At the outset, however, it seems appropriate to offer some initial thoughts on why I’ve chosen to learn the art of software in particular.

I’m attracted to reading and writing software by some of the same intellectual qualities that I’ve enjoyed in my work as a humanist: the craftsmanship of constructing and communicating arguments, a disciplined creativity in reasoning, and a fascination with the use and logic of languages. In my conversations with working software engineers and my own reflections on the learning process so far, I keep coming back to the craftsmanship and the creative work that unites writers and researchers in the humanities and social sciences with software engineers and architects. At a certain level of intellectual abstraction, writing software well is not so different from writing articles, books, or conference papers well. To speak of the field I know best, I believe that in writing a good historical argument, a historian  exercises a disciplined imagination and practical creativity in the use of zir materials and tools, critically deploys the work of, and collaborates with, peers, mentors, and predecessors around the world, carefully attends to nuance and contingent logic in the design and structure of zir assertions, and mobilizes language with elegance and clarity to communicate both the process and the results of the argument. If you consider a program as another form of written argument, I think there are meaningful resonances here. Granted, the parallel is not perfect, and the description is both incomplete and idealized when applied to either endeavor, yet, at least in my experience thus far, there is an underlying intellectual kinship in the art of reasoning and writing as a humanist and as a programmer.

This kinship points to another major attraction for me: the challenge of writing software well. I want to do work that challenges me to think creatively and trains me to think more effectively. Amidst a flood of exhortations to “learn to code [in n easy steps for fun and (quick) profit],” I choose to learn to write programs not because it is easy, but because it is hard.[4] I know that while becoming functionally literate in a language (more or less what “learn to code” usually means) is a valuable foundational skill, it is neither an end in itself, nor at all equivalent to becoming a skilled professional writer. Reasoning well and writing well are not easy in any language. They take an enormous amount of accumulated practice and ongoing effort. For me, the effort is worth it because I think the practice is training me to be a better analyst and problem-solver in general by unlocking new tools and modes of thinking, particularly those drawn from discrete mathematics.

Finally, I am learning to write software because I have the human support and access to physical resources to do so, and I happen to live in a place (the S.F. Bay Area) with relatively abundant opportunities to start. Not everyone has these advantages. I work very hard but I am also very blessed. I would not be learning the art and practice of programming without the support of a considerable human network, and the process is further facilitated by various forms of privilege (i.e. unearned social advantages) from which I benefit in ways I may not even realize.[5] Although my learning process so far could be characterized as one of independent learning and self-study, it would not be possible without the support and encouragement of family, friends, and mentors, including many authors of helpful books, blogs, and tutorials whom I have never met. I want to recognize this support–since it is so often overlooked in favor of a cultural ideal of individual achievement–and begin to express my gratitude for it.

To start, I want to thank my friend, Kyle Kingsbury (a.k.a. Aphyr). Kyle first gave me the confidence to imagine myself programming and started providing me with the tools to do it. Although I did not have any prior training in programming, Kyle had the open-mindedness to connect my experience learning languages for my previous job to the prospect of learning programming languages, and the kindness to use an afternoon off to literally take out a dry erase board and start teaching me the rudiments of programming in Lisp. By hand. That was the beginning. Since then, he has been a great mentor to me in the world of distributed systems and programming more generally. For the record, Kyle is also a wonderful friend and a good person in the broadest possible sense, whose friendship over the last six years has meant more to me than I could possibly express here. Suffice it to say that he has helped me become a better person and a better thinker, and continues to do so.

So, with the help of a network of friends and mentors, I’m learning the art of building software. I hope that in it, I will continue to discover a sense of intellectual excitement and new problems to challenge me. I’ll be writing more about the process here as it progresses.

 
Notes:

  1. I know! Of course I’d take a question like that and break it down into some set of constituent parts. The habitus is too strong! So strong that I made a footnote in a medium without footnotes and then internally, instinctively connected the impulse to do so to a concept from sociological theory… I left this here for you, dear reader, to let you know that I know, that sometimes I’m in on the joke too, and that, at the end of the day, I’m both laughing with you and not sorry. Also, in all seriousness, this site has a pretty decent short explanation of Bourdieu’s use of the concept of habitus .
  2. Known in some circles as a “thesis.”
  3. “Zie” (usually pronounced “zee”) is a gender-neutral, third-person singular pronoun replacing the various cases of “he” and “she” in situations where specifying these genders would be inappropriate. I am using this pronoun here to refer to any one person. I think this is a good alternative to using the third-person “they” for singular subjects or the very clunky and gender-binary-reinforcing “he or she.” Since I am referring to any individual person, and all people do not fit into this binary– gender is more complex than this–, I believe this is an adaptation well worth making. There are several systems of gender-neutral pronouns in use today. I am using the zie/zir variant (subj.: zie; obj.: zim; poss. adj.: zir; poss. pronoun: zirs; reflexive: zimself), but, in my opinion, the important point here is the concept rather than the specific system used.
  4. Yes, I’ve appropriated President Kennedy’s “Moon Speech” to describe the challenge. The original quote from Kennedy is: “We choose to go to the moon. We choose to go to the moon in this decade and do the other things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard, because that goal will serve to organize and measure the best of our energies and skills, because that challenge is one that we are willing to accept, one we are unwilling to postpone, and one which we intend to win, and the others, too.” NASA publishes the full text of the speech here.
  5. At minimum, I think we’d need to consider my sex, sexual orientation, race, class, and able-bodiedness and keep adding from there. First steps to overcoming the injustices of privilege include recognizing it for what it is, talking about it, and helping to educate others. One of the most essential things a person can do from a position of privilege is to learn to listen. Really listen. This Prezi by Cassandra Duplacy might serve as a good introduction to the concept of privilege and the problem. I think this blog post by Matt Sweet offers a few good reminders and suggestions for confronting privilege. I also recommend this post by Jamie Utt on listening.

Introduction: “Of forms transformed”

“In nova fert animus mutatas dicere formas / corpora…”
“My mind moves to tell of forms transformed into new bodies…”
–Ovid, Metamorphoses, ll. 1-2

“Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
Turn and face the strange
Ch-ch-changes”
–David Bowie, Changes

I created this blog to tell a story about transformation. On a basic level, I intend it to function as a chronicle of career change and the learning and growth making the process possible. On a deeper level, I’m thinking of it as a story about personal metamorphosis told in related strands and fragments.

I begin today with an introduction to my own development out of–and through–academe. In subsequent posts, I intend to explore aspects of this metamorphosis in progress: what I’ve learned, what I’m still learning, why it matters, and so on.  I expect that future posts, while united in the core theme and by their author, may range quite widely, taking us, for example, from poetry in ancient languages to code-poems in programming languages, with many stops along the way. I hope that you will choose to take that journey with me, and that my words can be of some entertainment and even assistance in yours.

For the past several years I’ve been employed as an educator and researcher by one of the finest universities in the world. I’ve learned and taught as a paid professional while receiving ongoing training as a graduate student. My job was to synthesize, develop, and share complex information and ideas. As both an educator and researcher, I worked to contribute knowledge, perspectives, and practical skills towards fostering a more humane future. I was blessed with the privilege of doing this work in collaboration with outstanding scholars and extraordinary students, to whom I remain ever grateful, and from whom I have learned a great deal.

In the course of these same years, I’ve also come to more clearly understand my own values, priorities, and goals in life. After a process of careful deliberation and consultation, I’ve decided that I can better become the person I want to be by building a new career outside academe. I believe that I can apply my passion for complex ideas, analyses, and arguments in new contexts, and that my commitment to and excitement about the craftsmanship of research, writing, and speaking will translate to new projects and industries. I want to apply the skills I have strengthened while working in the higher education sector to a new role that will allow me to continue to learn and grow while building a product that more immediately reaches more people and helps to improve their lives.

I am just setting out on the journey towards this new role. After successfully fulfilling my teaching commitments for spring term 2013, I did not reapply for a new assignment and withdrew from the Ph.D. program voluntarily and in good academic standing. I have begun training for a new career in the technology sector while working part-time as a library assistant this summer.

Stay tuned for more soon…